1 00:01:37,331 --> 00:01:38,771 with me 2 00:01:38,851 --> 00:01:43,091 Chapter 4: The Heaven Within Me 3 00:08:21,331 --> 00:08:26,051 Everything I lose .is one less thing to lose 4 00:08:27,571 --> 00:08:30,451 Little by little I find the courage , to drop everything 5 00:08:31,331 --> 00:08:34,331 , anything, any norm 6 00:08:37,651 --> 00:08:39,571 All known certainty 7 00:08:39,731 --> 00:08:41,451 .any sense of security 8 00:08:44,171 --> 00:08:46,411 , with every passing moment 9 00:08:46,611 --> 00:08:50,211 More and more fears and desires .and ties are fading away 10 00:09:02,251 --> 00:09:06,251 Indeed, my heart stopped beating a few times .times today 11 00:09:07,251 --> 00:09:09,611 .but he also came back to life 12 00:09:11,411 --> 00:09:15,731 I know that many more times I will fall , beaten and broken, crushed to the ground 13 00:09:18,931 --> 00:09:20,811 , but I also know that I have resilience 14 00:09:21,571 --> 00:09:23,211 And I will always be able to come back , and get up on my feet 15 00:09:25,571 --> 00:09:29,451 Because there is something inside me May he never abandon me again 16 00:09:33,971 --> 00:09:35,411 "No entry for Jews" 17 00:09:40,811 --> 00:09:43,451 All I have to do , is to gather all my strength 18 00:09:43,531 --> 00:09:45,771 , from every corner of my body and mind 19 00:09:45,851 --> 00:09:49,051 and squeeze it into one prayer .large and continuous 20 00:10:04,251 --> 00:10:06,411 ...when you talk about 21 00:10:07,851 --> 00:10:08,971 ...a prayer 22 00:10:09,531 --> 00:10:10,571 ?Yes 23 00:10:12,291 --> 00:10:15,451 You are not talking about anything religious 24 00:10:17,291 --> 00:10:20,371 You say it like it is A rude word. -No 25 00:10:21,211 --> 00:10:23,291 .I'm just trying to understand 26 00:10:27,571 --> 00:10:29,531 I think I wrote it 27 00:10:30,211 --> 00:10:31,931 I haven't quite figured it out yet .myself 28 00:10:33,971 --> 00:10:35,491 ...it was totally kind of 29 00:10:38,011 --> 00:10:38,891 .instinct 30 00:12:59,131 --> 00:13:00,771 ?Everything is fine 31 00:13:03,171 --> 00:13:04,571 ...yeah, I'm just 32 00:13:06,051 --> 00:13:08,331 I brought flowers for the evening 33 00:13:08,531 --> 00:13:10,611 ?Excuse me. I woke you up 34 00:13:12,091 --> 00:13:15,251 No, I was just reading 35 00:13:23,171 --> 00:13:25,491 ?How was it? ok- 36 00:13:26,651 --> 00:13:27,971 .beat like a clock 37 00:13:28,411 --> 00:13:30,771 .nothing to say, they are good at it 38 00:13:39,731 --> 00:13:42,331 How are you feeling? ok- 39 00:13:44,611 --> 00:13:46,251 : as my father said 40 00:13:47,451 --> 00:13:50,891 We managed in the desert for 40 years without a bicycle 41 00:13:51,171 --> 00:13:54,811 And now at least we won't have to" Make sure they steal them 42 00:14:00,571 --> 00:14:01,971 What's going on? 43 00:14:03,291 --> 00:14:04,891 Everything is fine 44 00:14:05,811 --> 00:14:07,051 .really 45 00:14:08,411 --> 00:14:10,251 No, not everything is fine 46 00:14:17,251 --> 00:14:18,371 Tell me 47 00:15:16,891 --> 00:15:18,251 "summons" 48 00:15:25,371 --> 00:15:28,011 ..Westerburk ..the central train station 49 00:15:29,411 --> 00:15:32,131 Listen, I want to talk to you .about some idea I have 50 00:15:37,251 --> 00:15:38,451 ?Julius, are you listening? 51 00:15:42,931 --> 00:15:43,851 ?Yes 52 00:15:45,931 --> 00:15:49,571 I talked to some editor ... Dean, Leo de Wolfe 53 00:15:49,691 --> 00:15:51,131 Etty, I need a moment 54 00:15:59,211 --> 00:16:00,091 .Yes 55 00:16:04,531 --> 00:16:05,451 .take 56 00:16:10,971 --> 00:16:12,131 ?Better 57 00:16:18,251 --> 00:16:20,371 Well, listen to me 58 00:16:27,971 --> 00:16:29,331 We will get married 59 00:16:31,371 --> 00:16:34,091 I spoke with Leo de Wolfe .He's a friend of Peter's 60 00:16:35,051 --> 00:16:37,411 He is an immigration attorney And I asked him 61 00:16:38,051 --> 00:16:42,131 What happens when you are a Dutch citizen? Marries a German refugee 62 00:16:43,811 --> 00:16:47,011 I mean, if so are you , automatically becomes a Dutch citizen 63 00:16:47,171 --> 00:16:49,571 .so that you will not be a candidate for delivery 64 00:16:52,211 --> 00:16:55,011 He'll check it out, though The procedure is actually very simple 65 00:16:58,251 --> 00:16:59,211 What do you say? 66 00:17:05,171 --> 00:17:06,651 It's not forever 67 00:17:12,211 --> 00:17:15,171 After the war, I will bring you back Laharta is healthy and well 68 00:17:16,811 --> 00:17:18,491 And I will go to Russia 69 00:17:21,331 --> 00:17:22,451 ...so 70 00:17:28,451 --> 00:17:30,091 Are you 71 00:17:32,051 --> 00:17:33,931 ?Take my hand, Mr. Sapir 72 00:17:56,131 --> 00:17:59,051 I will never be able to do .something that will endanger your life 73 00:18:03,131 --> 00:18:05,651 .I'm not in danger of being shipped right now 74 00:18:06,571 --> 00:18:09,691 I don't risk... - You don't ...knows what the consequences will be 75 00:18:09,811 --> 00:18:11,691 ?I'll check it out, okay? 76 00:18:13,291 --> 00:18:14,331 I promise 77 00:18:16,091 --> 00:18:18,531 , but, even if there is some tiny risk 78 00:18:19,771 --> 00:18:23,091 It doesn't seem reasonable to you ?That I will take some small risk for your sake 79 00:18:25,611 --> 00:18:26,891 No way 80 00:18:31,811 --> 00:18:33,811 ?Think about it at least 81 00:18:41,851 --> 00:18:43,011 Nice 82 00:21:12,011 --> 00:21:14,331 Show me a moment ?What- 83 00:21:21,411 --> 00:21:22,891 I'm already coming back 84 00:21:32,331 --> 00:21:36,211 Mr. Bloom, will you lend me your .your wife? -Of course 85 00:21:37,051 --> 00:21:39,731 .but we have to go in a moment already- 86 00:21:40,211 --> 00:21:42,291 Yes, the babysitter has to come back ...home before the curfew 87 00:21:42,411 --> 00:21:43,491 There is still time 88 00:21:45,771 --> 00:21:46,971 There is still time 89 00:21:47,731 --> 00:21:48,811 Come on 90 00:22:03,891 --> 00:22:05,171 Are you okay? 91 00:22:09,611 --> 00:22:12,051 What happened? .sorry- 92 00:22:12,131 --> 00:22:13,411 ?It's something with Peter 93 00:22:20,491 --> 00:22:21,611 I'm sorry 94 00:22:26,491 --> 00:22:28,371 ?It's still because of the bike 95 00:22:33,371 --> 00:22:34,771 Come on, let's go to the bathroom 96 00:22:34,891 --> 00:22:37,171 .No, no. don't need 97 00:22:42,811 --> 00:22:44,291 Lizzie I'm sorry- 98 00:22:44,411 --> 00:22:45,891 Lizzie 99 00:22:47,091 --> 00:22:49,051 Try to hold yourself 100 00:22:50,451 --> 00:22:51,651 ...we owe to 101 00:22:53,371 --> 00:22:55,571 .it could turn into a mass meltdown 102 00:22:56,251 --> 00:22:59,851 We have a responsibility to the people .these 103 00:23:03,211 --> 00:23:04,091 I'm sorry 104 00:23:04,451 --> 00:23:05,491 I'm sorry 105 00:23:14,211 --> 00:23:15,611 .we're going to run away 106 00:23:17,251 --> 00:23:18,451 The four of us 107 00:23:22,371 --> 00:23:24,811 Peter managed to reach Jopp .Westerville 108 00:23:26,171 --> 00:23:27,851 , we will go to Eidenhoven 109 00:23:29,371 --> 00:23:31,331 .and from there to Belgium 110 00:23:36,931 --> 00:23:38,611 ...it will cost a fortune, but 111 00:23:39,131 --> 00:23:40,811 .We hid some money 112 00:23:53,971 --> 00:23:55,131 ?When 113 00:23:56,931 --> 00:23:58,411 .very soon 114 00:24:00,811 --> 00:24:02,451 In a week, I think 115 00:24:07,091 --> 00:24:08,611 .it's really secret 116 00:24:09,811 --> 00:24:11,971 Even the girls don't know 117 00:24:15,411 --> 00:24:18,091 .Peter didn't agree that I would tell you 118 00:24:21,131 --> 00:24:23,571 ...I thought he trusted me more 119 00:24:23,931 --> 00:24:25,731 He trusts 120 00:24:29,211 --> 00:24:32,851 He's just afraid that if I tell you Maybe I'll change my mind 121 00:24:34,371 --> 00:24:35,411 Why? 122 00:24:37,411 --> 00:24:40,091 Because I told him, "I'm never here "She would do such a thing 123 00:24:43,171 --> 00:24:44,251 ...but 124 00:24:45,411 --> 00:24:49,371 I have no children Even if you had children- 125 00:24:52,291 --> 00:24:53,731 ...that we will never know 126 00:25:00,931 --> 00:25:02,531 Say something 127 00:25:06,691 --> 00:25:08,011 ...I am 128 00:25:11,851 --> 00:25:13,451 I'm still digesting 129 00:25:25,491 --> 00:25:26,971 .I feel so bad 130 00:25:29,491 --> 00:25:31,411 .it's so unfair 131 00:25:32,251 --> 00:25:34,131 .so privileged 132 00:25:36,531 --> 00:25:39,131 If it weren't for childhood There is no way I would agree 133 00:25:41,211 --> 00:25:43,931 You do exactly what you need ?to do. -You really think 134 00:25:44,251 --> 00:25:45,331 .Yes 135 00:25:46,411 --> 00:25:47,971 Yes, I'm sure 136 00:25:49,371 --> 00:25:51,291 I'm sorry. sorry 137 00:25:52,451 --> 00:25:54,691 I love you so much, Eti 138 00:26:02,451 --> 00:26:04,931 I don't know what I would do without you 139 00:26:18,091 --> 00:26:21,771 Okay, the curfew... we are We need to start the presentation 140 00:26:22,771 --> 00:26:25,211 .I need to show you something 141 00:26:27,091 --> 00:26:31,051 Ladies and gentlemen, a little patience We'll start right away 142 00:26:49,891 --> 00:26:51,771 What's going on? .just a moment- 143 00:27:07,411 --> 00:27:08,251 .okay 144 00:27:19,611 --> 00:27:20,891 .and again 145 00:27:23,731 --> 00:27:24,691 Nice 146 00:27:35,611 --> 00:27:36,891 .look at it 147 00:27:37,691 --> 00:27:38,771 What 148 00:27:39,131 --> 00:27:40,371 ?You see it? 149 00:27:42,851 --> 00:27:44,931 .I... think so 150 00:27:47,211 --> 00:27:50,931 Take these two and bring .There are also the old ones 151 00:27:58,971 --> 00:28:00,691 .Let's begin, dear friends 152 00:28:00,771 --> 00:28:03,371 The curfew starts in an hour 153 00:28:03,651 --> 00:28:06,251 , we are fewer these days 154 00:28:07,011 --> 00:28:08,971 .but without a doubt the best 155 00:28:09,451 --> 00:28:12,051 I hope we can continue , to maintain this "club". 156 00:28:12,211 --> 00:28:14,851 But the truth is that no one We don't know 157 00:28:15,011 --> 00:28:18,371 Where will he be next month, what will happen to him 158 00:28:18,571 --> 00:28:20,171 .and how much time he has left 159 00:28:20,651 --> 00:28:23,211 But, isn't it ?"The "Condition Humana 160 00:28:23,891 --> 00:28:26,171 ?The basic human condition 161 00:28:28,651 --> 00:28:31,331 Today I will demonstrate how to spoon Hands can change 162 00:28:31,411 --> 00:28:34,451 following physical and emotional experiences 163 00:28:35,011 --> 00:28:37,931 But this time I want to talk on positive changes 164 00:28:39,611 --> 00:28:42,531 Last June I showed you .that palm 165 00:28:42,731 --> 00:28:46,291 The subject was a 27-year-old woman , an academic 166 00:28:46,411 --> 00:28:50,931 , with problems of anxiety and depression .including psychosomatic symptoms 167 00:28:51,651 --> 00:28:55,291 Well, I recently took another sample , from the palm of that woman's hand 168 00:28:55,491 --> 00:28:57,451 .and this is where it gets exciting 169 00:28:57,571 --> 00:28:59,331 .it's just fascinating 170 00:28:59,491 --> 00:29:01,851 On the left, you can see The palm from last June 171 00:29:02,371 --> 00:29:04,931 And on the right side - the palm right now 172 00:29:06,651 --> 00:29:09,611 , notice how the thumb looks now , how dynamic it is 173 00:29:09,771 --> 00:29:11,851 .his range of motion 174 00:29:13,051 --> 00:29:16,211 This indicates adaptability Greatness of our subject 175 00:29:17,811 --> 00:29:20,611 And now look again .on the palm print from last June 176 00:29:20,771 --> 00:29:23,931 How stiff the thumb is, devoid of flexibility 177 00:29:24,411 --> 00:29:27,411 Such a dramatic change in less .subsequent 178 00:29:28,851 --> 00:29:30,371 Left hand please, Eti 179 00:29:39,411 --> 00:29:42,571 Here you can see what we are ."called "the family area 180 00:29:42,811 --> 00:29:47,091 In June, there were lines in the left hand , clear of anxiety and external influence 181 00:29:47,211 --> 00:29:51,411 , while here, in the new sample All these lines are much weaker 182 00:29:51,611 --> 00:29:53,131 .or disappeared completely 183 00:29:53,291 --> 00:29:54,771 .all these conflicts 184 00:29:55,851 --> 00:30:00,651 We see tested with much more Inner strength, resilience and autonomy 185 00:30:01,051 --> 00:30:02,211 ...and 186 00:30:03,611 --> 00:30:05,931 If I had to say something , about this person 187 00:30:06,691 --> 00:30:09,651 I would say with complete confidence 188 00:30:10,491 --> 00:30:13,291 that nothing can really hurt in it 189 00:30:15,011 --> 00:30:16,371 Thank you 190 00:30:25,891 --> 00:30:27,091 ?We'll move 191 00:30:31,571 --> 00:30:32,931 ?See you tomorrow, yes 192 00:30:33,611 --> 00:30:34,611 .Yes, totally 193 00:30:37,651 --> 00:30:39,691 Bye, me bye- 194 00:30:57,891 --> 00:30:58,971 .just a moment 195 00:31:02,971 --> 00:31:04,571 Hello, Mr. Sapir 196 00:31:04,731 --> 00:31:06,011 My name is Hilsum 197 00:31:06,611 --> 00:31:08,251 .Lizzy Bloom referred me to you 198 00:31:09,291 --> 00:31:11,691 ?Or I got the date wrong 199 00:31:14,331 --> 00:31:16,411 .uh... no, no, it's fine 200 00:31:17,131 --> 00:31:19,491 I was confused for a moment 201 00:31:20,531 --> 00:31:24,291 ?Come in, Mrs.... Hilzum Hilsom, yes- 202 00:31:26,411 --> 00:31:28,851 .I apologize for the mess 203 00:31:29,651 --> 00:31:31,491 We just had a meeting here 204 00:31:34,171 --> 00:31:36,211 , that's fine I'm used to much worse 205 00:31:38,011 --> 00:31:39,651 Sit down, please 206 00:31:52,891 --> 00:31:54,891 ?So what brings you to me? 207 00:31:58,491 --> 00:32:00,251 This is a complicated question 208 00:32:02,651 --> 00:32:04,891 So let me put it this way : otherwise 209 00:32:05,451 --> 00:32:08,411 How do you think I can help? Go 210 00:32:10,371 --> 00:32:12,931 The truth is, Mr. Sapir that I actually came here 211 00:32:14,091 --> 00:32:15,451 "to help" you 212 00:32:16,931 --> 00:32:17,931 ?Allow me 213 00:32:24,371 --> 00:32:27,851 ?Julius Sapir, right? .almost. benign- 214 00:32:29,611 --> 00:32:31,771 Benign. sorry 215 00:32:32,931 --> 00:32:34,411 ?How old are you? 216 00:32:34,771 --> 00:32:36,171 .fifty five 217 00:32:36,331 --> 00:32:37,571 Oh 218 00:32:38,411 --> 00:32:40,011 .Looks good for your age 219 00:32:44,091 --> 00:32:45,611 ...Saturn 220 00:32:46,611 --> 00:32:48,011 The name is not important 221 00:32:49,051 --> 00:32:50,051 .Yes 222 00:32:51,531 --> 00:32:55,211 intuition. intuition Just brilliant 223 00:32:56,651 --> 00:32:58,811 Intuition that nothing is .standing in her way 224 00:32:59,971 --> 00:33:01,451 , not self-doubts 225 00:33:02,411 --> 00:33:03,651 .not prejudiced 226 00:33:07,011 --> 00:33:08,211 ...but 227 00:33:09,251 --> 00:33:12,091 , there is also a great need for admiration 228 00:33:14,571 --> 00:33:17,571 In the eyes of the others, in applause Applause 229 00:33:20,971 --> 00:33:22,691 ...and incessant need 230 00:33:23,811 --> 00:33:25,811 , to be an erotic object 231 00:33:27,611 --> 00:33:29,491 , object of fantasies 232 00:33:30,691 --> 00:33:32,651 .to the passions of so many people 233 00:33:34,291 --> 00:33:35,251 .well, women 234 00:33:38,651 --> 00:33:39,851 ...like a moon 235 00:33:41,251 --> 00:33:42,851 which draws all his strength 236 00:33:43,251 --> 00:33:45,451 .of all the planets that surround it 237 00:33:46,731 --> 00:33:48,611 .that's a bit... serious 238 00:33:48,931 --> 00:33:51,971 Well, you definitely earned it honestly 239 00:33:52,651 --> 00:33:53,811 Mr. Sapir 240 00:33:54,971 --> 00:33:56,811 But, like I said 241 00:33:58,971 --> 00:34:00,851 .I'm here to help you 242 00:34:05,811 --> 00:34:07,131 Because I accept you 243 00:34:13,971 --> 00:34:17,571 ...your ugly side 244 00:34:19,331 --> 00:34:21,131 ...just like 245 00:34:22,731 --> 00:34:24,491 .your beautiful side 246 00:35:00,571 --> 00:35:01,811 What 247 00:35:03,971 --> 00:35:05,211 ...I am 248 00:35:07,051 --> 00:35:09,771 ...how shall I put it What happened- 249 00:35:12,851 --> 00:35:14,171 .I can't, right now 250 00:35:19,091 --> 00:35:21,451 ?It's because of my offer from this morning 251 00:35:21,571 --> 00:35:23,971 No. No, of course not 252 00:35:25,411 --> 00:35:27,291 I think so ...with me, it has nothing to do with- 253 00:35:27,371 --> 00:35:28,971 I think you think that if , marry me 254 00:35:29,051 --> 00:35:31,651 .It will break your engagement to Harta 255 00:35:32,451 --> 00:35:36,891 , and I understand that .but it's a formal matter, nothing more 256 00:35:37,331 --> 00:35:39,491 .It has nothing to do with Harta 257 00:35:40,491 --> 00:35:42,011 .I will not marry her 258 00:35:43,171 --> 00:35:44,971 , I think you can already recognize it 259 00:35:46,251 --> 00:35:47,251 ?No 260 00:35:58,051 --> 00:35:59,371 So what's the problem? 261 00:36:04,691 --> 00:36:06,011 ...I know it can sound 262 00:36:12,251 --> 00:36:13,771 : Let's put it this way 263 00:36:15,571 --> 00:36:16,731 ... there is 264 00:36:16,891 --> 00:36:21,371 I have a feeling that I should save .my libidinal powers 265 00:36:24,051 --> 00:36:25,171 .Yes 266 00:36:25,651 --> 00:36:29,211 I need all my strength .to achieve mental clarity 267 00:36:32,931 --> 00:36:35,531 ...I'm sure it sounds ridiculous .no- 268 00:36:36,251 --> 00:36:37,411 Absolutely not 269 00:36:42,931 --> 00:36:43,931 .so ok 270 00:37:40,491 --> 00:37:43,851 hi - Han. The front door is not ?was locked 271 00:37:44,411 --> 00:37:45,731 ?Everything is fine 272 00:37:45,851 --> 00:37:47,451 ?You got my message, right? 273 00:37:47,531 --> 00:37:49,211 I won't be able to get home ?Before the curfew 274 00:37:49,291 --> 00:37:50,691 .it arrived this morning 275 00:38:05,971 --> 00:38:07,651 Now listen to me 276 00:38:08,931 --> 00:38:10,851 ?Eti, are you listening? 277 00:38:15,131 --> 00:38:16,171 .Yes 278 00:38:16,251 --> 00:38:18,091 I called Max Polk 279 00:38:18,291 --> 00:38:20,131 Yap told me to call him 280 00:38:20,371 --> 00:38:21,171 Yep 281 00:38:21,251 --> 00:38:26,171 Yap said that Max is now in charge For exemptions in the Jewish Council 282 00:38:26,331 --> 00:38:27,971 He moved to Amsterdam 283 00:38:28,131 --> 00:38:29,651 "summons" 284 00:38:32,171 --> 00:38:34,051 .You need to go to Max now 285 00:38:34,251 --> 00:38:38,171 He will arrange for you the status of an employee Essential in the Jewish Council 286 00:38:38,771 --> 00:38:41,371 It means not sending .you to the camp at this point 287 00:38:42,531 --> 00:38:44,651 In the meantime, we will think of another solution 288 00:38:47,611 --> 00:38:48,851 ?Your bike is here 289 00:38:51,691 --> 00:38:52,771 Oh, right 290 00:38:54,531 --> 00:38:56,091 Okay, I'll take you on .my bike 291 00:38:59,411 --> 00:39:00,691 Come on, get dressed 292 00:39:02,051 --> 00:39:03,251 .Come, with me 293 00:39:05,691 --> 00:39:07,811 I don't know if I want you .It's... -You have no choice 294 00:39:08,611 --> 00:39:09,851 Do you understand that? 295 00:39:11,531 --> 00:39:14,051 Just come. talk to him 296 00:39:14,171 --> 00:39:16,731 Sign everything he says Go sign 297 00:39:20,011 --> 00:39:21,811 I need to think Think in a way- 298 00:39:21,891 --> 00:39:23,531 ...I don't... I 299 00:39:25,371 --> 00:39:27,851 I need to talk to Mr. Sapir .I have a job here 300 00:39:27,971 --> 00:39:30,411 This job no longer has any Meaning and you know it 301 00:39:33,691 --> 00:39:35,171 ...possible 302 00:39:36,251 --> 00:39:38,251 ?Max can arrange a job for him too 303 00:39:38,331 --> 00:39:39,931 I have no idea, and it's not my problem 304 00:39:42,971 --> 00:39:44,611 But that's my problem 305 00:39:50,491 --> 00:39:51,531 with me 306 00:39:52,731 --> 00:39:53,931 ...I am 307 00:39:54,171 --> 00:39:57,171 I don't care who you hang out with anymore 308 00:39:57,931 --> 00:40:00,851 Who are you sleeping with? .I don't even want to know 309 00:40:02,491 --> 00:40:04,811 But I have a responsibility to you 310 00:40:05,491 --> 00:40:07,491 .and I won't let you die 311 00:40:09,331 --> 00:40:11,291 I'm not going to die 312 00:40:13,451 --> 00:40:14,851 I'm not going to die, Han 313 00:40:15,011 --> 00:40:16,291 Come on, go get dressed 314 00:40:17,011 --> 00:40:18,171 ...but 315 00:40:19,531 --> 00:40:20,851 , you know me 316 00:40:22,131 --> 00:40:24,611 You really thought I was simple Will I agree? - I've been waiting for five minutes 317 00:40:24,691 --> 00:40:26,371 ...Han Five minutes! 318 00:40:26,491 --> 00:40:29,731 , if you don't come back in five minutes Don't bother coming home 319 00:40:30,291 --> 00:40:33,451 I will pack your things And I will send to you 320 00:40:40,971 --> 00:40:42,051 Ten 321 00:40:42,931 --> 00:40:45,531 .from now on. I'll wait for you downstairs 322 00:42:36,611 --> 00:42:39,171 .Fear of death in every nim 323 00:42:40,811 --> 00:42:42,571 .total collapse 324 00:42:44,691 --> 00:42:45,931 Disgust 325 00:42:48,011 --> 00:42:49,131 Anxiety 326 00:42:54,571 --> 00:42:59,291 , I again surround myself with prayer .as in a dark protective wall 327 00:43:01,411 --> 00:43:04,491 I retire into her, as in A cell in the monastery 328 00:43:08,411 --> 00:43:10,331 I build high walls around me 329 00:43:10,851 --> 00:43:12,811 , who keep me from falling apart 330 00:43:13,931 --> 00:43:16,251 That I don't get lost and go down the drain 331 00:43:19,411 --> 00:43:21,211 , and then I go out again 332 00:43:22,051 --> 00:43:23,211 more collected 333 00:43:24,611 --> 00:43:25,891 , stronger 334 00:43:27,171 --> 00:43:28,851 More weighted 335 00:43:33,531 --> 00:43:36,051 But I have to stretch now Underline everything that has been so far 336 00:43:36,451 --> 00:43:38,451 .and continue from here in a different tone 337 00:43:40,011 --> 00:43:42,931 I have to make room : for this new certainty in my life 338 00:43:44,651 --> 00:43:47,211 What is at stake .He is our ruin and destruction 339 00:43:49,971 --> 00:43:51,651 We must recognize this 340 00:43:52,411 --> 00:43:54,211 .and only then we can move on 341 00:43:59,331 --> 00:44:00,931 "The Jewish Council" 342 00:44:51,611 --> 00:44:55,371 ...you need another recommendation I don't need another doctor! 343 00:44:55,531 --> 00:44:58,371 I have a chronic illness ...I have to go to the doctor again 344 00:44:58,531 --> 00:45:01,291 Mrs. Hilsom? please 345 00:45:05,251 --> 00:45:06,931 Here, here 346 00:45:17,611 --> 00:45:18,971 This is about my life 347 00:45:19,051 --> 00:45:20,771 I don't have time to wait 348 00:45:20,851 --> 00:45:24,371 I understand, but I can't .do nothing 349 00:45:24,451 --> 00:45:27,251 The doctor made a mistake Can't you see that I'm on crutches? 350 00:45:27,331 --> 00:45:30,131 I have nothing to do .except to refer you to another doctor 351 00:45:30,291 --> 00:45:32,171 I don't understand what you want from me 352 00:45:32,291 --> 00:45:34,931 An appointment with another doctor will take .too much time 353 00:45:35,011 --> 00:45:38,411 Ma'am, there's a whole line of people here ...who need help 354 00:45:38,891 --> 00:45:41,451 Are you ready to go? ...it will take a few weeks to get- 355 00:45:41,611 --> 00:45:42,891 Hi, I'm here 356 00:45:43,371 --> 00:45:44,891 Come with me 357 00:45:46,251 --> 00:45:49,131 I don't have time. Madam, please I can't do anything- 358 00:45:49,291 --> 00:45:51,131 Come on 359 00:45:51,371 --> 00:45:53,291 I can't go to camp 360 00:46:00,651 --> 00:46:03,011 With me! I'm glad you came 361 00:46:05,251 --> 00:46:07,331 .good to see you again yes- 362 00:46:08,451 --> 00:46:11,651 You changed ...yes, the position requires- 363 00:46:14,331 --> 00:46:15,971 Do you remember Tobias? 364 00:46:16,331 --> 00:46:18,851 .Yes I brought him here to help me- 365 00:46:19,131 --> 00:46:20,371 .Obviously 366 00:46:22,451 --> 00:46:23,611 Yes, sit down 367 00:46:29,651 --> 00:46:33,171 ?So you got a promotion to Amsterdam yes- 368 00:46:33,931 --> 00:46:34,851 Greetings 369 00:46:37,491 --> 00:46:39,971 ?And I heard you got married 370 00:46:41,811 --> 00:46:42,931 .Yes 371 00:46:43,651 --> 00:46:45,331 We are pregnant 372 00:46:46,491 --> 00:46:49,011 .Ah... so double congratulations 373 00:46:49,131 --> 00:46:51,211 .Yes. thank you 374 00:46:52,331 --> 00:46:55,651 They say it changes everything ...when you have to take care of someone else 375 00:46:55,731 --> 00:46:57,931 Yes, I'm sure 376 00:47:01,931 --> 00:47:05,691 ?Good. let's start ...wait, Max, I wanted to ask you- 377 00:47:05,811 --> 00:47:07,491 ?Yes, your family, yes 378 00:47:07,651 --> 00:47:10,611 I got a permanent job for Misha 379 00:47:10,731 --> 00:47:13,051 At the Concertgebouw, as the house pianist , theirs 380 00:47:13,251 --> 00:47:17,331 And a document that says he can't play .without the presence of his parents 381 00:47:17,491 --> 00:47:20,331 .Vyap will work at the hospital as a brother 382 00:47:20,491 --> 00:47:23,211 So for now everyone is protected 383 00:47:26,851 --> 00:47:28,171 Thanks, Max 384 00:47:30,491 --> 00:47:32,131 I have no words 385 00:47:32,891 --> 00:47:37,731 Well, for that alone it was worth it I am speechless 386 00:47:39,251 --> 00:47:40,291 .Yes 387 00:47:40,891 --> 00:47:42,131 .okay 388 00:47:42,651 --> 00:47:43,971 .Let's get started 389 00:47:44,171 --> 00:47:47,931 You still live on Gabriel Street ?Metsu? With Han and spicy 390 00:47:48,171 --> 00:47:49,291 .Yes, that's right 391 00:47:50,611 --> 00:47:52,411 ?And you have another address 392 00:47:53,651 --> 00:47:54,891 ?No, why? 393 00:47:56,251 --> 00:48:00,851 , simply because... if you have ...we need to know 394 00:48:01,011 --> 00:48:02,811 ...in case we need to get you 395 00:48:05,731 --> 00:48:08,171 ?Max, what exactly is the question? 396 00:48:08,251 --> 00:48:09,411 Nothing 397 00:48:09,851 --> 00:48:13,091 It's none of my business I have no other address- 398 00:48:14,291 --> 00:48:16,971 But maybe you mean Julius Sapphire 399 00:48:17,331 --> 00:48:19,131 ?That I work for him as a research assistant 400 00:48:21,651 --> 00:48:23,491 .Yes. Yes 401 00:48:27,291 --> 00:48:29,651 ...so what I am 402 00:48:31,131 --> 00:48:32,891 ...I wanted to ask you first 403 00:48:37,371 --> 00:48:41,491 You can get him too ?What a job here 404 00:48:44,891 --> 00:48:45,891 No 405 00:48:47,731 --> 00:48:49,691 ?He's not Dutch, is he? 406 00:48:50,411 --> 00:48:53,291 .so there is no possibility of employing him here ok- 407 00:48:53,411 --> 00:48:54,651 ...and what if 408 00:48:58,011 --> 00:48:59,691 And what if I married him? 409 00:49:00,651 --> 00:49:04,531 , something formal in the municipality ?That would have solved it 410 00:49:04,771 --> 00:49:06,091 No, there's no point in that 411 00:49:07,131 --> 00:49:09,331 Why? Because he wouldn't get citizenship- 412 00:49:09,411 --> 00:49:12,691 , are you sure? I spoke with this attorney .De Wolf... -Yes 413 00:49:12,811 --> 00:49:15,811 De Wolfe would call me, and I would I would tell him that there is no point 414 00:49:15,971 --> 00:49:18,971 If you marry him, it won't help him .and it will only make your situation worse 415 00:49:20,731 --> 00:49:23,971 You risk being sent together With him. you understand 416 00:49:31,091 --> 00:49:32,211 ?Okay 417 00:49:36,571 --> 00:49:41,891 , if he has a medical problem , we can try to request a postponement 418 00:49:42,011 --> 00:49:45,011 But this is also something that is given 419 00:49:45,251 --> 00:49:48,171 .in really rare cases 420 00:49:48,451 --> 00:49:49,611 you can take the forms from the clinic 421 00:49:49,691 --> 00:49:52,651 .and ask him to fill them out 422 00:49:53,131 --> 00:49:54,931 .okay? Let's continue 423 00:49:56,371 --> 00:49:58,691 .I need you to sign here 424 00:49:59,091 --> 00:50:02,291 It says here that starting today You are a council employee 425 00:50:03,091 --> 00:50:06,251 Get here tomorrow at eight in the morning 426 00:50:06,331 --> 00:50:08,811 Edith will find something for you to do 427 00:50:08,891 --> 00:50:11,691 Probably help immigrants to fill , forms 428 00:50:11,811 --> 00:50:14,931 There are many immigrants, as you know ...or 429 00:50:15,011 --> 00:50:17,171 Maybe something in the clinic 430 00:50:17,251 --> 00:50:19,651 ...they always need help there. Or 431 00:50:19,771 --> 00:50:21,611 .well, whatever Edith says 432 00:50:25,451 --> 00:50:28,491 It automatically kicks you out , from the mailing list 433 00:50:28,571 --> 00:50:31,491 And that's what we want. Okay 434 00:50:40,971 --> 00:50:41,851 .here 435 00:50:48,571 --> 00:50:51,531 I can't do it, Max Yes, you can. you must- 436 00:50:51,611 --> 00:50:53,731 ...it's not something I am 437 00:50:53,891 --> 00:50:56,491 ?Eti, Eti, you understand what's happening yes- 438 00:50:56,571 --> 00:50:57,891 ...you understand that ?Yes. -yes- 439 00:50:58,011 --> 00:51:01,011 that the people are out here and throughout the country ?They would kill for it 440 00:51:01,091 --> 00:51:03,291 Yes, I understand. That's the problem 441 00:51:09,131 --> 00:51:10,291 Tobias 442 00:51:22,451 --> 00:51:23,571 ...with me Max- 443 00:51:30,851 --> 00:51:32,091 ?Remember that time in Deventer 444 00:51:35,011 --> 00:51:36,611 We walked on the bridge 445 00:51:37,211 --> 00:51:38,651 We were maybe 16 years old 446 00:51:40,451 --> 00:51:42,251 , the Aysel River overflowed its banks 447 00:51:42,651 --> 00:51:43,851 ?Do you remember 448 00:51:44,371 --> 00:51:46,611 ?And we were talking about the Titanic, right? 449 00:51:48,771 --> 00:51:51,131 , and I told you... I said 450 00:51:51,251 --> 00:51:52,891 What if we were there? 451 00:51:54,211 --> 00:51:56,771 And everyone would try to go up" , on the same board 452 00:51:57,331 --> 00:51:58,571 "?What would you do?" 453 00:52:00,891 --> 00:52:02,051 And I said I can't imagine myself 454 00:52:02,131 --> 00:52:03,811 You fought all these people 455 00:52:04,411 --> 00:52:07,331 pushing them , for a place on this board 456 00:52:09,091 --> 00:52:11,691 If only because there is no situation I will be at sea for weeks 457 00:52:11,771 --> 00:52:12,891 , with that kind of people 458 00:52:13,211 --> 00:52:16,331 The people who would win this battle at any cost 459 00:52:17,611 --> 00:52:19,811 ...and you called me a snob I- 460 00:52:20,851 --> 00:52:22,171 ?Why did you come here? 461 00:52:35,291 --> 00:52:37,851 .Han more or less forced me .nonsense- 462 00:52:40,171 --> 00:52:42,091 Han can't force you .to do nothing 463 00:52:46,971 --> 00:52:49,651 You are here because deep inside 464 00:52:49,731 --> 00:52:53,331 Despite all your theories , and all your stories 465 00:52:53,571 --> 00:52:55,091 You don't want to die 466 00:52:56,291 --> 00:52:58,611 you want me to worry Don't come to Westerbork 467 00:52:59,891 --> 00:53:01,131 ...but that's not all 468 00:53:02,891 --> 00:53:06,091 Look, Westerburk - 469 00:53:06,411 --> 00:53:07,971 You will most likely survive there 470 00:53:08,051 --> 00:53:10,251 Yes, it's very crowded there 471 00:53:10,571 --> 00:53:14,131 , there is a lack of food, no privacy , they all screw up together 472 00:53:14,251 --> 00:53:18,691 , men and women, next to each other ... along the 473 00:53:19,851 --> 00:53:22,371 ?But you're not spoiled, are you? 474 00:53:22,571 --> 00:53:24,371 You can handle it 475 00:53:25,131 --> 00:53:27,171 .but soon it will be empty again 476 00:53:28,691 --> 00:53:29,891 Do you know why? 477 00:53:32,011 --> 00:53:35,051 Because they will start sending people to the East 478 00:53:35,931 --> 00:53:38,371 .in essays. thousands at a time 479 00:53:39,611 --> 00:53:42,091 A train station is being built there now .and everything 480 00:53:42,411 --> 00:53:46,611 , we don't know where they will go The Germans say labor camps 481 00:53:47,251 --> 00:53:48,771 .but no one knows 482 00:53:51,091 --> 00:53:53,891 So yes, you will probably survive , the Westerburk 483 00:53:54,011 --> 00:53:55,251 But it won't be long 484 00:53:55,491 --> 00:53:57,851 Until you find yourself , inside a crowded train 485 00:53:57,971 --> 00:53:59,891 , locked from the outside 486 00:54:00,091 --> 00:54:02,291 Maybe you'll be lucky and sit on , the floor 487 00:54:02,531 --> 00:54:04,851 But likely that you will have to stand for days 488 00:54:04,971 --> 00:54:08,611 On the way to a place you don't know what it is .and no one knows what it is 489 00:54:16,251 --> 00:54:19,571 people don't know , what I am telling you here 490 00:54:19,651 --> 00:54:22,811 We are trying to prevent panic Taxi 491 00:54:22,931 --> 00:54:25,531 So save this information ?To yourself, well 492 00:54:26,531 --> 00:54:27,611 .Yes 493 00:54:27,691 --> 00:54:31,051 Think very carefully about what you really are ?Want... -Max 494 00:54:31,171 --> 00:54:32,731 .Yes. sorry 495 00:54:36,651 --> 00:54:39,851 Sorry to interrupt, but this .We need to get to Bamberg as soon as possible 496 00:54:41,851 --> 00:54:44,571 ?Special requests Yes, they came from above- 497 00:54:45,451 --> 00:54:47,011 ?how many 498 00:54:47,891 --> 00:54:49,131 Four 499 00:54:49,291 --> 00:54:53,531 Yes, they will have to go back to Bamberg .and he will have to go through them 500 00:54:53,931 --> 00:54:55,451 ...he will be really happy 501 00:55:11,451 --> 00:55:13,331 .Wait. Edith, I'll take care of them 502 00:55:13,451 --> 00:55:14,731 ?Yes yes- 503 00:55:17,611 --> 00:55:19,331 Ethy, I have to go 504 00:55:23,811 --> 00:55:25,211 Are you ready to do me a favor? 505 00:55:25,291 --> 00:55:27,651 When you take you from the clinic , the form for Sapir 506 00:55:27,731 --> 00:55:30,451 You can hand these over ?To Dr. Bamberger 507 00:55:32,251 --> 00:55:34,451 ?Yes. where is the clinic 508 00:55:34,571 --> 00:55:36,771 second floor Go up the stairs and to the right 509 00:55:37,611 --> 00:55:38,611 Take it 510 00:55:39,531 --> 00:55:41,971 You have until tomorrow to decide 511 00:55:43,051 --> 00:55:45,851 You understand that thousands of people want ?This job, right? 512 00:55:51,411 --> 00:55:53,131 Take her with me 513 00:55:56,691 --> 00:55:58,171 Don't be stupid 514 00:55:59,891 --> 00:56:01,091 .please 515 00:56:42,731 --> 00:56:47,451 .Young lady, there is a line here I've been waiting here for over an hour 516 00:56:47,531 --> 00:56:51,411 ...Oh, yes, Max asked me to .the lady works here- 517 00:56:51,611 --> 00:56:53,131 No, I don't work 518 00:56:53,291 --> 00:56:54,651 you see ...I just- 519 00:56:54,731 --> 00:56:56,011 Come in 520 00:57:03,651 --> 00:57:04,931 ...Hannah 521 00:57:05,691 --> 00:57:06,971 Go home 522 00:57:07,371 --> 00:57:09,131 I told you, you have no problem 523 00:57:09,211 --> 00:57:12,491 There is, you don't see that I can't move 524 00:57:13,211 --> 00:57:14,371 No, I don't see 525 00:57:14,451 --> 00:57:17,611 Maybe you managed to trick you .the receptionist, but not me 526 00:57:19,131 --> 00:57:20,291 ?Excuse me 527 00:57:20,611 --> 00:57:23,211 I brought documents from Max ok- 528 00:57:23,331 --> 00:57:25,771 Leave them on the table. wait I have a name 529 00:57:25,851 --> 00:57:29,171 I can come back tomorrow It won't change anything- 530 00:57:29,251 --> 00:57:31,131 Even if you come every day 531 00:57:33,611 --> 00:57:35,371 Comey, please 532 00:57:35,691 --> 00:57:37,811 I can't get up. I am I really can't 533 00:57:37,891 --> 00:57:39,411 OK. i will help you 534 00:57:44,451 --> 00:57:45,691 , like this 535 00:57:46,211 --> 00:57:47,491 , and so on 536 00:57:48,891 --> 00:57:51,131 ...yes, come on, and 537 00:57:52,171 --> 00:57:53,771 ?You understand now 538 00:57:55,011 --> 00:57:56,331 Listen, Hannah 539 00:57:57,211 --> 00:57:58,651 .I need this bed 540 00:57:59,051 --> 00:58:01,331 I give you five minutes. get dressed 541 00:58:01,451 --> 00:58:04,091 i can't i can't ?get dressed you don't see 542 00:58:06,291 --> 00:58:09,331 ?Excuse me You, the girl from Max, come here 543 00:58:09,491 --> 00:58:10,771 Help me 544 00:58:15,011 --> 00:58:18,211 ?Yes, help her get dressed, good 545 00:58:36,851 --> 00:58:38,171 ?Hannah, right? 546 00:58:39,891 --> 00:58:41,051 I am here 547 00:58:45,891 --> 00:58:48,931 You enter the office first ?Max Polk's, right? - What 548 00:58:49,331 --> 00:58:50,611 Do you know him? 549 00:58:51,491 --> 00:58:52,771 .Yes 550 00:58:53,811 --> 00:58:56,411 We grew up together... -You can give He has my documents 551 00:58:58,651 --> 00:58:59,771 I think so 552 00:58:59,851 --> 00:59:02,331 If he signs, the doctor will be .must confirm 553 00:59:04,371 --> 00:59:08,171 ?Confirm what? .my exemption from shipping- 554 00:59:08,651 --> 00:59:09,971 .that's how it works 555 00:59:10,771 --> 00:59:14,011 People with connections Send the requests directly to Max 556 00:59:19,531 --> 00:59:20,771 Then do it 557 00:59:23,851 --> 00:59:27,411 .Okay, I'll try I'm not going to camp- 558 00:59:28,651 --> 00:59:30,131 I stay in Amsterdam 559 00:59:31,651 --> 00:59:35,531 I don't care how. i will do .everything. I will kill if I have to 560 00:59:35,651 --> 00:59:39,051 I have my whole life ahead of me There's no way I'm giving them up 561 00:59:40,851 --> 00:59:42,771 You found a way, so I can too 562 00:59:52,811 --> 00:59:54,891 ?Help you get dressed 563 00:59:59,411 --> 01:00:02,731 you understand ?That I don't really need help, do I? 564 01:00:04,291 --> 01:00:05,931 ...yes, but 565 01:00:06,971 --> 01:00:08,811 .just in case the doctor comes in 566 01:01:35,891 --> 01:01:37,691 Well, that's progress 567 01:01:39,611 --> 01:01:42,091 I helped her get dressed .yes, nice- 568 01:01:42,371 --> 01:01:44,371 You can help her out too ?From here 569 01:01:51,731 --> 01:01:53,771 I'll be fine from here 570 01:01:54,051 --> 01:01:56,971 I will let you know about Max I wrote down your details 571 01:01:57,331 --> 01:01:59,331 Thank you The girl from Max- 572 01:01:59,491 --> 01:02:00,611 Good morning 573 01:02:07,131 --> 01:02:08,891 .yes, just a second, please 574 01:02:11,811 --> 01:02:16,011 I need a form To request a medical exemption for someone 575 01:02:16,171 --> 01:02:17,091 ...Max yes- 576 01:02:22,611 --> 01:02:23,651 Thank you 577 01:02:25,091 --> 01:02:26,411 ?Wait. where are you going 578 01:02:27,691 --> 01:02:28,891 I need you to go to the pharmacy 579 01:02:28,971 --> 01:02:31,771 I make a list of things .that I need 580 01:02:32,251 --> 01:02:35,211 Then you can take it The applications approved for Edith 581 01:02:35,291 --> 01:02:37,411 ...wait. I'm sorry, I 582 01:02:38,171 --> 01:02:39,731 ...I don't 583 01:02:40,251 --> 01:02:41,571 What's the problem? 584 01:02:42,931 --> 01:02:44,411 I don't work here yet 585 01:02:45,891 --> 01:02:47,251 So what are you doing here? 586 01:02:47,971 --> 01:02:49,411 I only came to pick up a form 587 01:02:51,171 --> 01:02:53,851 I haven't decided yet whether to join to the council 588 01:02:56,531 --> 01:02:58,611 ...it's something that 589 01:03:01,411 --> 01:03:03,771 Go call someone ?Who knows what he wants, well 590 01:03:06,051 --> 01:03:07,051 .okay 591 01:04:15,771 --> 01:04:17,531 - It's all simple 592 01:04:20,411 --> 01:04:21,931 - Absolutely 593 01:04:23,331 --> 01:04:24,931 - Absolutely 594 01:04:27,251 --> 01:04:29,171 .absolutely unimaginable 595 01:04:36,491 --> 01:04:37,531 ...Look, God 596 01:04:41,051 --> 01:04:42,691 .I will do my best 597 01:04:43,891 --> 01:04:47,131 I will not avoid all the storms that life is a code for me 598 01:04:51,651 --> 01:04:55,051 I will try to stand up to them as much as possible that I can 599 01:04:55,611 --> 01:04:58,291 .I will accept every storm and every struggle 600 01:05:01,291 --> 01:05:03,091 But I need a sign 601 01:05:04,611 --> 01:05:07,691 I need her inside me .will come out and guide me 602 01:05:09,811 --> 01:05:11,291 What should I do? 603 01:05:12,771 --> 01:05:14,411 Did a miracle happen? 604 01:05:14,571 --> 01:05:18,051 And I have to accept it too , and learn to bear it 605 01:05:19,131 --> 01:05:20,371 God? 606 01:05:29,891 --> 01:05:31,651 .so it really is God 607 01:05:33,211 --> 01:05:34,291 What 608 01:05:36,251 --> 01:05:37,491 What you pray to 609 01:05:39,451 --> 01:05:41,331 Yes, but that's not exactly who you are .thinking 610 01:05:43,011 --> 01:05:44,171 ?So what is it? 611 01:05:48,811 --> 01:05:50,011 ...I'm not sure 612 01:05:50,571 --> 01:05:52,091 .that I am ready to share it 613 01:05:56,131 --> 01:05:57,531 .it's too intimate 614 01:06:14,891 --> 01:06:16,371 .don't look so shocked 615 01:06:17,771 --> 01:06:19,211 I don't 616 01:06:22,091 --> 01:06:23,731 I'm just asking myself 617 01:06:26,451 --> 01:06:29,931 What chance do I have of stopping you? When on the other side is God 618 01:06:49,371 --> 01:06:52,171 ?It's terribly hot here. you are not hot 619 01:07:00,131 --> 01:07:02,531 .you're on fire. I'll get you something 620 01:07:02,611 --> 01:07:04,211 Don't go 621 01:07:06,451 --> 01:07:07,651 Come here 622 01:07:27,691 --> 01:07:28,891 ?How was it there? 623 01:07:30,971 --> 01:07:32,051 Where? 624 01:07:33,371 --> 01:07:34,331 in the council 625 01:07:38,051 --> 01:07:40,731 .I... I talked to Han 626 01:07:42,891 --> 01:07:45,171 I saw the letter and called him 627 01:07:59,211 --> 01:08:00,811 I can't accept the offer .this one 628 01:08:01,731 --> 01:08:03,251 Yes, you can 629 01:08:06,291 --> 01:08:08,211 You wouldn't accept either 630 01:08:09,211 --> 01:08:10,811 .Of course I was 631 01:08:12,531 --> 01:08:13,651 No 632 01:08:14,451 --> 01:08:18,291 I don't believe you .I was, for sure- 633 01:08:21,091 --> 01:08:24,891 you think i'll let you go ?Camp alone and I'll just stay here 634 01:08:25,091 --> 01:08:28,051 ...I can imagine that if you No, no way! 635 01:08:28,451 --> 01:08:29,811 It won't happen 636 01:08:31,371 --> 01:08:34,091 You will not survive a day .in the camp without me 637 01:08:36,611 --> 01:08:39,571 And you know what? i want too Let's move forward with the marriage 638 01:08:40,171 --> 01:08:43,491 We will have the same status and go to camp .together. They won't be able to separate us 639 01:08:46,531 --> 01:08:48,051 .I can't do it 640 01:08:49,931 --> 01:08:52,091 It's not just our son, Yul 641 01:08:52,971 --> 01:08:54,891 We can help people there 642 01:08:55,091 --> 01:08:56,491 ...we can even 643 01:08:56,931 --> 01:08:59,291 To open some kind of clinic in the camp 644 01:09:01,011 --> 01:09:03,331 You should have seen , all these people in the council 645 01:09:03,691 --> 01:09:05,851 It was like they abandoned you .their souls 646 01:09:09,731 --> 01:09:11,771 ...I'm not some kind of delusion! I am 647 01:09:13,211 --> 01:09:15,371 I know it will be a nightmare 648 01:09:16,771 --> 01:09:18,811 And there will be suffering that is hard to imagine 649 01:09:21,531 --> 01:09:23,371 .but we will be together 650 01:09:28,491 --> 01:09:31,531 You didn't always tell me everything that you know 651 01:09:33,451 --> 01:09:35,771 It is teaching people to bear the suffering Theirs 652 01:09:37,851 --> 01:09:39,331 With me, my love 653 01:09:43,051 --> 01:09:44,851 You need to save yourself 654 01:09:53,331 --> 01:09:56,051 I don't think I can .surviving all this without you 655 01:09:56,971 --> 01:09:59,011 You know you can 656 01:10:00,371 --> 01:10:02,811 You are already in a completely different place, a long time ago 657 01:10:03,931 --> 01:10:06,491 You are so strong already 658 01:10:08,091 --> 01:10:09,811 Much stronger than me 659 01:10:25,691 --> 01:10:27,091 .so let's see 660 01:10:28,851 --> 01:10:30,091 What 661 01:10:30,971 --> 01:10:32,851 Come on, get up. stand here 662 01:10:33,131 --> 01:10:35,291 .No, by no means 663 01:10:35,971 --> 01:10:37,371 .not now .come- 664 01:10:37,451 --> 01:10:40,211 .it will do us good I, really- 665 01:10:40,371 --> 01:10:42,891 Have a little mercy on an old and sick man 666 01:10:42,971 --> 01:10:46,171 Don't say that You are neither old nor sick! get up 667 01:10:49,051 --> 01:10:50,251 .Get up 668 01:10:55,811 --> 01:10:57,211 .Wait 669 01:11:07,051 --> 01:11:08,371 ...so 670 01:11:10,051 --> 01:11:13,091 Whoever succeeds in subduing the other will decide what to do 671 01:11:14,571 --> 01:11:17,091 And the loser will have to make the decision Without any conditions 672 01:13:01,651 --> 01:13:02,451 Writing and directing: Hagai Levy Producers: Yael Vogel 673 01:13:02,531 --> 01:13:03,331 , Leticia Gonzalez, Jonas Dornbach , Frans Van Gastel 674 01:13:03,411 --> 01:13:04,331 , Ilon Rachkovsky, Ossi Neshri Hagai Levi 675 01:13:04,411 --> 01:13:05,211 Artistic producer: A kind of paradise 676 01:13:05,571 --> 01:13:06,811 Edited by: Yael Harsonsky .Neta Dvorakis, Assaf Korman 677 01:13:06,891 --> 01:13:07,691 Screenplay editing: Ossi Neshri